^this pic i added is only showing up when i click it and make it bigger, when its small it doesnt show up. maybe my macbook has downsyndrome, but oh well. its alright. :]

within a few months i’ll finish the homework and exam testing stuff and be in pensacola florida diving with my instructor, in a pool first, then two spring dives i believe, and then one in the real ocean. and after that i’ll be certified to dive whenever i want, and my diving buddy/wonderful magnificent boy colton mason will be a certified rescue diver by then, so i’ll never even have to be scared. :]

I haven’t been single in like six years. I CAN’T EVEN EXPLAIN THE RELIEF I AM FEELING, i feel lighter than i ever have in my entire life, no boring complaining weight on my frame nowadays. its so peaceful. and for once i am learning to let my fear of rejection go.. i have made a ton of friends in the past couple days. 

i 

am

so

happy

just saying.

i’m gonna stay single as long as it takes for me to learn how to stay consistently happy ON MY OWN. :] 

haha.

aveytears:

do something about SOPA. roll your blunts in black paper or something geez